running fast... running hard.. running far...

so i'm jogging right , and i'm accelerating running faster than i have been and at first it feels great. the adrenaline is taking over , i'm amped , fueled , passionate...i'm in high gear in this state, i'm steady , no need to map out the logistics . it's past the physical this feeling has found its way into my mind.

i'm running fast holding fast to the word of life so that i haven't labored in vain , running hard making myself a slave for all peoples helping and using the Lord as my example and running this race towards God and away from you not looking back but pressing forward.

i feel so sad for those that are so confused they convince themselves they aren't.
i feel for those that are so hurt they refuse to love again.
i feel for those who lie to themselves so that they can have all the answers....

it's going to be a hard reality when you realize you don't.

so for now i'm running , running fast , running hard and running as far away from you as i can possibly be.