take care of you...

so i'm back from my weekend at home and well it was an awesome time. you know there's so much we take for granted in this world. it's sorta sickening because we get to a point when we are desynthesized by things that otherwise should be amazing. ARE we that quick to move on to something else? cars for instance - they amaze me. we went from steam to gas? really that has got to be amazing. or planes even, how is it that we get to go through clouds , float like the biggest birds in all of the land and not be amazed? even technology has removed the wonders of the earth.of course when things seem to change they always stay the same. nothing is new under this sun that's for sure but i don't think we take enough time listening to the breaths around us. there is more life than death in this city. i wonder what would happen if just for one day we took time to see the beauty in the sun that warms us, or the water that quenches our thirst , or the cross that bare our sins. man life would indeed be worth living.

so i get home and the amount of love is immeasurable. my parent's relationship seemed tighter than tight. like collagen fibers tight. God has been so abundant in his blessings towards me. life used to be so broken and well now it's in God's hands. I wanna go where he leads me broken or not he's healing me. he's healing me in such a way it's scary.

the one materialistic thing i enjoyed was the food. oh man was it good. i had the most awesomest breakfast banana nut honey cheerios with fresh blueberries and cut strawberries. life is good! the simple things make me smile in life ...you know i speak in fragments because nothing's ever complete to me until Christ makes it complete. i sure can't be the ones to finish my thoughts for you , this broken heart of mine is ever changing...

i keep thinking about philipians 4:8-  Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things.

if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy - meditate on these things...